Have u ever wondered where we are gonna be in the next, lets say, 10 years? I have, lots and lots of times.. I have this perfect depiction Of my ideal future, i believe many out there has the similar kind of planning in their heads. One of the common share of thoughts we human have, with variety of elaboration off course.

My concept of ideal future always include those i call closest pals, those who live near me and those who happen to be miles far away from me. In my most ideal future portray, i will have them ALL close by my side, we will be bff until we’re old and ugly and bald haha. But as the time goes, numbers of people possibly included in that picture decreases. I suppose its not because i chose one and left the other, i guess its just as simple as the quote that says , sometimes as people grow, they grow apart. We used to share the same traits, get excited upon similar matters, joyfully laughed at similar jokes only us and us alone understood.. But then the jokes became lame, matters become dull, we’re just not as young, no longer are we able to read thoughts within each other’s head. Bitter part of reality is that yes indeed, some of us grow apart.

As a person, i am not t he one who is surrounded by many friends. Oh yes, i have numbers of colleagues but rarely do i call them friends. There are some of my friends, that today have turned into colleagues vice versa. Losing friends is not the most comforting feeling after all, but as you grow older you also understand that losing friends is not something you choose to do… Its not a proposed gesture.. Its just how it supposed to be. You just finally find the place around the people you finally can call home.

The worst part of losing friends is when you lose it in such a manner that create tension or even hatred Between you two who used to be inseparable.. But maybe thats just life you know.. You have it or you lose it.
For now, i have the sweetest circle of close friends, and i hope life will not lead us to the place where we should choose o end or continur this friendship. With all my heart i hope that this friendship will last, and none of us will do anything to broke any unspoken covenant of friendship within us.